It is slowly destroying me watching my mother not be my mom anymore.. these dreams I have of her coming home and saying “Honey I’m home” And me running to her and crying my eyes out and saying “this isnt real. You aren’t coming home.” But you’re holding me closer, saying “everything will be okay” and “I’m screaming now it wont. This is just a dream”
I am tired of waking up and being faced with the reality that she is never going to walk again., that she isnt coming home. Ever. She has already been through so much.. she doesn’t deserve this. I can’t watch her cry anymore. I am not strong enough for this.
Being drunk does not excuse cheating.
Being drunk does not excuse rape.
Being drunk does not excuse being an asshole.
Being drunk does not excuse shitty and destructive behavior.
Being drunk is not an excuse.
Control yourself or don’t drink.
If being an adult means being this broke, stressed out and exhausted all the time then I quit. This isn’t how people should live.
There’s a difference between somebody who wants you and somebody who would do anything to keep you.
Remember that.(via the-taintedtruth)